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Created on 2006-09-29 06:05:55 (#11266470), last updated 2008-08-25
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| Name: | angelaussie |
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| Location: | Australia |
Hey, I am a 22 year old female from Brissy. Like most of the girls on proana I just want to be happy with my appearance. Be able to look in the mirror and smile at my reflection. It’s been 5 years since I was at my highest weight of 80kg. I used to starve weeks on end, but then I snapped out of it, but as most of you know this feeling never really goes away, so I am back to watching what I eat, trying every different method to lose weight, and the cycle just goes on. Theses days I can’t even eat a salad without walking past a mirror looking like I have piled on 10kg. I want to be skinny, my bf says I am fine, but I am no where near happy with myself, and I want perfection. I want to be able to wear anything and look gorgeous. I just want to be happy. I am sick of lying to everyone around me. I am one of these chicks that people think are bubbly & happy most of the time, but the way I feel inside that is so far from the truth. I am good at putting on a front; in fact I seem to be the rock in my family, if only they knew how hollow I was. Anyways, that is enough for me.
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